I wasn't expecting to write this post as I ran out the door, but something happened I wanted to share. Today is"Wear a Star Day". Anyone participating wore a star to honor and remember their lost children - their stars in the heavens. I didn't really have anything to wear and I haven't been in a shopping mood for quite a while, so I made a quick star to honor Kenley with a clothespin. I painted it teal and then wrote her name on it, drawing a star at the top of the clothespin. I wasn't prepared for how seeing her name written on that clothespin would affect me. It's hard to see. I took a picture of it and then started to cry. My baby's name, written on a clothespin so I can honor her memory. Her memory. That's all she is now. That is hard to deal with, and I don't expect it to really get any easier. But, you better believe I am going to remember the heck out of her. Not just today, but every day. Every day, I will carry her star with me, safely nestled inside my heart.